Thursday, September 3, 2009

When it rains it pours RIGHT??????

We are officially moved into the "new" house. I love it. We are only paying $50 more a month for another bedroom (office for now), another living room, another garage, and a better school! It has been so stressful though. Between the move, school starting, Jason's job, we have really been pushed. I finally had a melt down yesterday morning.

As a wife and mom I feel as though it is my position to "keep it all together". Well guess what, when one person tries to "keep it all together" all falls apart. I have tried making the move easy, FLUNKED. I tried making the girls first few days of school a great transition, FAILED. I tried to get the new house together quickly, BOMBED.

But guess what? I did the best damn job I could. (Pardon the language my friends!) That is just how I feel. I cried and sobbed in the bathroom the other morning and Jason just quietly gave me a hug. That is really all I needed. He knows I am trying the hardest I can. So is he. We are just being pushed and pushed. It's a really long story, maybe someday I will feel like blogging it, but for now it is better for our hand of cards to kept quiet.

I am just thankful for family. Phone calls and texts from friends. My mom(s)! When you feel like you are in a bottomless pit, it is hard to remember the He is with you. The Lord does not ask us to do it all. He just asks that we do what we can. He will help with the rest. Whether it be a miracle, a blessing, a friend, a helping hand, a smile. He will make up the rest.

In all the crap we have seen in the last month or so we have seen double the blessings. Health, safety, love. We are thankful for all your thoughts and prayers! Really!

8 SAY WHAT??????????????????:

Angie said...

Alli! I don't know what you're going through, but my heart goes out to you! I'm praying for you girlie!

Danny and Laura said...

If I can do anything, please let me know. Keep your chin up, you are the best! Love!!!

Leah said...

Sorry you are going through such a tough time, always remember HE is there! Love ya!

Heather said...

Alli, I'm sorry to hear things have been so hard lately for you and your family! You guys are such an amazing family. We sure miss your wonderful smile and great perspective. Hang in there, things will get better.
Loves, Heather

Mark and Lachelle said...

I'm so sorry to hear about this rough patch you're going through. Life can be hard sometimes, but our trials will only make us stronger! And Heavenly Father is always there for us! Keep your head up, and everything will be ok!

Natalie said...

It's great to hear from you. You look awesome for 30 weeks pregnant. I am living in Arizona. We have about 8 months left. ryan is going to medical school and then we move back to idaho for state rotations. I have 3 kids and most likely done. My oldest son has diabetes and celiac disease so those are the extent of our trials eight now. I hope you are doing okay now. It;s great to hear from you again. Keep in touch.

Natalie said...

I hope that everything is ok, wish i could be there to at least give you a big hug! Know I am thinking about you and call me anytime.
Love ya!

Laura said...

I've learned that you can't do it all. If you try, you just stress yourself out. You are one of the best moms I know Allison.

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