For all of you who have commented either here or on Face Book, I just wanted to say THANK YOU for your kind words. Part of me wishes I would have spoke up sooner, cause a lot of you have gone through this before! But at the same time, I really had so much in my brain I was unable to process the possibilities.
I told my Mom that this appointment had become some sort of block for me. I was in quicksand. I was just barely keeping my head above the sand. I think no matter the outcome, it gave me the momentum to move forward.
Along with all this baby stuff, Jason and I have been getting ready to move. The house we are renting now is a 3 bedroom, 2 bath, 2 car garage (if you had 2 Geo Metro's!). We were preparing to move in to a BEAUTIFUL home in the Paramount subdivision. We were really excited! But have you ever seen something all "shiny" and really wanted it? Not really being able to afford it? Or even affording it, but it would have squeezed everything else out? That's what this house would have done. We had to let it go. Which was a monumental task for me all in itself.
Jason and I had prayed about it, got advice from his Dad, thought about it, and really listened to Heavenly Father. The next morning I checked the website of our property management company (for the MILLIONTH time in the past few months) to see if they had any larger homes in our budget! And wouldn't ya know! A 4 bedroom, 3 bath, 3 car garage for almost the same rent as here was opening up for the end of August. It is .2 miles from a great Elementary School (Chief Joseph). We were able to put a deposit down and it is ours!
I am just so thankful for all the blessings the Lord has POURED upon us like a rain storm! Thanks for thinking of me and the baby. We are doing great! I am not worried about the outcome.
Lot's of love......