This is not a pity party. I am just documenting my upcoming adventure. And by adventure I mean BUTT WHOOPIN!
I am going to start P90X tomorrow. I have never worked out a day in my life. This may be my last blog post ever. It is something I have to do.
There has only been one time in my life that I struggled with my self image. I was in HS and I was on a new medication that made me gain almost 20 lbs. As soon as I stopped taking it, the weight just melted off with no effort.
I have noticed that the weight is creeping back on. I know, I know. I just had a baby. FOUR months ago. I need to kick this now.
The straw that broke this camels back? I went to Ross today to look for a new church dress. I put several in my cart, in various sizes. Then when I went to the fitting room they were not even CLOSE to fitting. I just wanted to die. So that is it. I am done. I kicked caffine and I am kickin this weight. TO THE CURB!
So if you see me at McDonalds SMACK ME! I am going to buckle down and eat right, and actually work out. I really want to become passionate about getting healthy. I am lucky to have the metabolism that I do. Now I just need to utilize it!
WISH ME LUCK! I MAY JUST DIE TRYING!